The Moon Hide

Finished my last scenography project in uni. LAST. And I feel nothing. But I like being with scenographers. We almost form a little weird family (can't ever compare with FallingSilenters though, there's too much whining and bitching for my liking). And it's also the first time in ages that I'm actually surrounded by only British people, meaning I don't have any chance to speak Estonian (because I always end up with a few Estonians, somehow), and I think my English is improved loads in these two weeks. I can actually maybe talk normally.

Also, I've been so much more social during these two weeks than I have this whole uni year. Improvements.
Going out and stuff. And Rosa let me taste her drink, and I might've actually found a drink that actually almost tastes quite alrighty.
Also. I have the tendency to mirror the people around me. So if people around me are drunk, I act drunk (without drinking anything) or if they start being really loud then I do that too. Or sometimes I'm the complete opposite. And just shut down completely. Just sit back and watch. And wonder How?

And more about scenography. It's... weird? or interesting? how none of the tutors and markers like my Moon. But most random visitors or other lecturers from uni or all the scenographers seem to really like it. (Or they just say that because I was standing before my Moon Hide, and you can't come out with out seeing me, and most people don't go "Yeah, whatever it was shit") So, I'm really confused. But I don't think I'll get a good mark for it. Which is kind of a shame because I had the chance to get a 1st overall, but I don't think it's going to happen now. (I don't mind, but it would've been really nice..)

Yeah. It's weird that it's over now. Last week, and beginning of this week my only wish was that it would be over. But I don't think I realised then that it's actually the last uni work in ever. And it kind of makes me sad. And scared, because I don't know what will happen next.